Misery (Stateners)

[Spazz]

The loudness of Tizzy and Sly arguing made Spazz's manic a little stronger he let his wrist burn once more as he listened to Tizzy cuss out Sly, Spazz wasn't sure if she was bothered by the cookie part of the fact that Spazz was hurt. To spare his feelings he went with his second guess. Spazz listened to the foot steps as he watched little Tizzy sitting across from him what kind of example was he setting as he held the candle blank of emotion as he looked up gumping seeing Sly. Spazz watched the candle light go out as Sly was there talking, his mind rushed with nonsense as he was trying to listen to the words that could calm him down.

Spazz held his knees to his chest as he looked at Tizzy then to Sly. "I's can't help it! I's convince my mind and then the thoughts race and I's can't help it Fu**!" Spazz said raising his voice as he pushed himself away from Sly and ended next to Tizzy, not wanting to get hurt, he was already hurt, the sad part was he did it to himself. Spazz wiped the tear with pride before he let it run down his face he sniffed a little as he put his arm around Tizzy resting his head on her shoulder feeling a little bit of protection. Spazz whispered "I's didn't mean to hit you, I's didn't mean to hoit you, I's didn't mean to let you down I's told you da othah night I's wasn't perfect..." Spazz hide his face in Tizzy's neck disgusted in himself.

[Tizzy]

Tizzy looked down and when Spazz shifted and she found him behind her she looked over her shoulder at him,"I's..sma..sma..smaller den you...ya's squishin meh Spazz.." she muttered as she glared up at Sly,"And You!" she said pointing her finger up at him,"Ya's owe da cookie jar an apology and and ya's owe my Spazz and apologeh and... I's kill ya I's kill ya I sweah ya heaeh meh, solve dis now before I shove cookies down yer throat and kill ya dat way," she said as she finally let go of the cookie jar by shoving it at Sly and she took her hands placing them gently on Spazz's shoulders, moving him as she stood up and stormed out of the pantry in a huff.

Sly groaned when she forced the cookie jar into his stomach and he held the jar for a moment looking down at the unlit candle that had fallen from his hand and then to Spazz. He tilted his head in thought at Spazz's words before he reached into the cookie jar and took one out holding it out to Spazz with an apologetic look on his face,"Cookies make da sadness go away," he said with a small pout before he sighed and set down the cookie jar and crawled beside Spazz putting his arms around him. "I's sorreh fer everythin... jus' dont leave meh please... I's can take da punchins I's can take da emotional pain, but I's cant take ya's bein outta my life foreveh," he admitted burrying his face in Spazz's neck holding him close.

Missy felt Cue's finger on her lip as she smiled and looked into his eyes toying with his hair for a moment,"Ya like dat? Well I like bein round ya and talkin witchu and holdin you too so I's like it too...so what do ya wanna do now dat everyone else is pre-occupied with other things?" she asked him wanting to spend time with him.

[Cue Ball]

It was true not that he cared but everyone was preoccupied. Que Ball looked at Missy as he hugged her again thinking. The small boy stood up and took Missy's hand in his as he pulled her to her feet. "I's.. can't read...I's want you's to read to meh please Missy?" Que asked his big green eyes sparkled as he looked up with a pouty look on his face. A story book could take you anywhere and since it was raining here, what was the point of being here? Que smiled as he remembered all the books in Missy's room he began to lead her upstairs as he intertwined his fingers with hers. Que Ball would normally say play a game of pool, or simply not answer when others asked him what he wanted to do. But Missy she was different in his eyes as he finally reached her room.

Que walked through the door as his eyes widened excited as he looked at Missy. "I's say you pick something, but I's needah see the pictures!" Que grinned as he ran over to her bed hopping up and taking his shoes off looking at her as she waited excited.

[Spazz]

Tizzy told him, Spazz let a small smile cross his lips as he thought of squishing her. She was right she was smaller. The smile faded as she told Sly off, a small smile appeared when she shoved the cookies at him and she said he was her Spazz. It gave him a sense of pride as a leader as he watched her storm out as Sly was now beside him. The embrace was something he was longing for at this point as he tried to pull away a little but found himself soon not fighting it. After all he wanted it. Spazz could feel Sly's apology but in Spazz's mind it wasn't right for him to, maybe it was just his own insecurities built up. It was just it all seemed so perfect that it was hard to see it as such at times.

"I's wont go Sly, But I's think you's deserve the woirld, Not someone who has trust issues or hits you, no you's don't." Spazz said tracing his burn bubble with his fingers as he cringed a little. Spazz didn't want it to stop burning the pain brought the manic to reality and slowed everything down. He watched as Sly rested his face in his neck. Spazz put his arms around Sly as pulled him closer and smelled his hair closing his eyes letting out a breath as he could feel the tears build up once more. "Sly you's perfect you's deserve nothing but perfect." Spazz whispered letting the small tears his eyes gathered fall/

[Tizzy]

She walked back into the pantry in a sudden realization as to what she had done and she grabbed the cookie jar off the floor holding it to her chest,"Yeah you's betteh hug on my Spazz and if I's heaeh you's bein a bu.bu...bully again Sly I's... make sure ya's ne..ne..neveh be ables ta have bu..bu..bum s** again" Tizzy said pointing to Sly and shaking her finger again as her eye twitched abit and she turned on her heels and rushed out of the pantry again with her big cookie jar.

Sly shook his head abit and held Spazz closer before he crawled into Spazz's lap and played with Spazz's hair,"I's dont need poirfect, I's need you and onleh you...and boy does dat lil goil scare meh... does she scare you? Jeese and I thought dem boys scared meh, I tink I'd take a risk wit dem oveh her any day..." he said as he cringed abit before looking into Spazz's eyes. "Hey woah...I's dont tink ya undastand, I aint lettin yous break up wit meh, yer stuck wit meh you's seen meh nak** yous cant leave meh," he said as he rested his forehead on Spazz's gently.

Missy followed Cue Ball and when they reached her room she eyed the shelf of books and she grabbed the best one she could think of to read to him, Alice in Wonderland. She walked over to her bed patting her lap for him to sit on as she opened the book and when he sat between her legs, she held the book infront of both of them so he could see the black and white sketched pictures as she began to read and hold him close as she rested her chin on his shoulder.